My little holiday gift guide is here❣
Don’t forget to comment below which of the option you liked better – and what you’re planning to buy to give your loved ones!Cute slippers are always a great holiday gift option! These ones are by the brand Loki and are so adorable! I love these flats because they’re made of crushed velvet and are not just super soft and comfortable to wear but ask super cute and festive!Perfumes are one of my favorite things to give to those I’m the closest with! Shopping for gorgeous scents is my bad mood remedy – it gives me a sense of calmness when I’m surrounded by scents. Also, I just love watching people I care about discovering new scents💕If your mom/sister/best friend is makeup addict, give them something that they will not just use – but also that they will put on display. I love this Louboutin lipstick that is made in a form of a Christmas tree ornament. It’s very stylish and any makeup lover would be so excited to get it!A nice watch is another great gift! Doesn’t matter, if you wear it to know time or just as an accessory- just pick something classy and timeless! Btw, with the code RAI15 you’ll get 15%off your purchase (combines with other offers on website), including holiday watch+cuff bundles that saves 10%❣My last gift idea is perfect for your classmates/co-workers – a nice case phone is always a needed item just make sure to pick a good quality case, like this one💙


A couple of days ago, I went to VS at 5th Avenue store to take a look at their exclusive pieces made in collaboration with Balmain. 
This collab marks the very first time the lingerie brand teamed up with a high-end designer for runway looks and a retail collection.
The edgy-meets-sexy punk aesthetic was right up Balmain’s and VS’s alley. “We believe in the same kind of woman, a powerful lady, a strong and confident, sexy girl that knows what she wants,” Rousteing commented on the new collection.
The result on the runway included ultra-studded leather jackets, laced-up over-the-knee boots, and all of the plaid, safety pins, spikes, and chains you thought possible.
So, how you like the collection? Comment down below!

my perfume collection: 2017 edition

I am a perfume addict❣ I love trying new scents and I really hope that one day I’ll fell in love completely with a nice perfume. I like many fragrances and I have a little collection, so I’ve decided to share it with you❣
Let’s start with the last two perfumes that I’ve discovered: Black Opium Pure Illusion and Black Opium Sparkle  💕They both are variations of original Black Opium with base notes of cedarwood, patchouli, vanilla and coffee ☕ I like them both, perfect for fall and (hopefully 😂) winter.

Mon Paris Eau de Parfum by YSL
Strawberry, Raspberry, Bergamot, Calone, Pear, Orange Flower, Jasmin Sambac, White Peony, Datura, Patchouli, White Musk, Ambrox, Cedarwood, Crystal Moss.
It’s passionate, sensual and sophisticated. To me, it smells more fruity than flowery but it’s very soft and will be great for middle of spring!

Aldehyde 44 Dallas by Le Labo
Notes: aldehydes, tuberose, jasmine, narcissus, woods, and musk.
It’s a unisex scent, very floral, woody and sparkly. I didn’t have enough time to test it but I’d say it requires specific style (monochrome and leather), but I’m gonna test it out more and update you guys on this!

Florabotanica by Balenciaga 
Notes: Carnation, Wild Mint, Turkish Rose Essence, Hemp Leaves, Vetiver Roots, White Amber. 
Beautiful. Dangerous. Rare.
I’m currently on my second bottle (which I have since summer 2013). I bought a 30ml bottle in spring 2013 because of Kristen Stewart ( the inspiration behind this scent), and I loved it so much that I’ve used it up in few weeks and bought a big one. And I hate it now (lol) But I’m trying to use it up, it’s good for May and June.

Tuberose by Roja Perfumes
Sweet – Fresh, Fruity, Soft, & Very Sensual
Notes: Bergamot, Mandarin, Petitgrain, Orange Blossom, Jasmin de Grasse, Tuberose, Cistus, Peach, Plum, Cinnamon, Vanilla, Musk.
I really like it but not for me:( it’s way too mature and heavy, and I don’t like how it works with my body chemistry. But it’s a really beautiful scent and I’m gonna keep it for now.

Chocolat Mat by Masaki Matsushima
I discovered this scent when I was a teen but only recently decided to actually buy it. It’s chocolaty but it’s pretty light, and it’s a great scent for when you’re feeling you wanna smell like a patisserie 🍫

Red Vanilla by Zara
Have no idea why I have this one but I’m using it in my closets.

La Mia Perla by La Perla
Notes: Mandarin, White Pepper, Sambac Jasmine, White Peony, Orris, Silky Suede Ambrox, Muscenone, and Sandalwood.
I don’t have an actual bottle but I have a mini travel version, and I think it’s a very nice and cute scent to wear on daily basis.

So guys, have you tried any of these scents? And what are some perfumes that you like?


If there is something you should know about me – I L.O.V.E. Halloween. And every single year I tell myself: this year, I’m gonna have the best costume out there. In August, I’m anticipating how I’m gonna be shopping my new costume, in September I’m waiting for all the Halloween stores to open, and on Halloween day I’m like: okay, I’m just gonna wear cat ears.
It’s actually really hard to find a costume that doesn’t look cheap and, well, slutty – BUT I have actually found a place to shop for gorgeous Halloween costumes – HIPS AND CURVES USE MY CODE raina20 for 20% off your order

They carry sizes 10 to 28 and it’s a perfect destination for sexy gorgeous lingerie (and, Halloween costumes, duh).
This year, I’ve picked Soft Cotton Bell Sleeve Dress that you can wear both as a shirt under this amazing Striped Victorian Bustle Skirt – or as a piece of lingerie that is super sexy and comfy. And to top off this sexy Victorian look – Isabelle Double Steel Boned Underbust Corset. All the pieces are super versatile so you can play around – like I did! I wore the skirts as a dress with the corset and I think it looks amazing!


It’s done: New York Fashion Week is officially over and I went to just 3 shows this time as I got super lazy – but, I’ve been watching it from aside all the time.Zimmermann RS18 0392
Traditionally, after the week is over, I share with you guys my favorite looks and little comments – sometimes witty, sometimes cute, sometimes just angry (lol).
Unfortunately, most designers are not nearly done with past years so there were lots of colors, silly prints, baggy and asymmetric clothes and just basically I’m so done with those. Can we just accept the fact we’re leaving in an era when it’s so hard to come up with something new – and just stop pulling ideas from the past and try to be just effortlessly classy, and simple, and don’t pretend we’re leaving in the 80’s or 90’s.
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Hot Summer Nights Lingerie

Hot summer nights…. Lately, I’ve been feeling more comfortable in my own skin, and I’ve decided to explore the world of lingerie and found this amazing website that has dozens of super cute stuff, including lounge wear.

I usually shop at VS for something on the sexy yet not slutty side, and I was really surprised to find something with the same nice quality and pretty designs. This Dark Romance Black Camisole with Shorts immediately stole my heart.
It’s a little bit see-through, so when you put it on you immediately feel super sexy and seductive – but since it’s black and doesn’t have many details except lace, it doesn’t look too much or vulgar.

The fabric is super soft and almost weightless – which is perfect for those hot summer nights. OR, you can wear it in winter to add some warmth – #yaknowhatimean.

So guys, what’s your favorite lingerie brand?

Rei Kawakubo/Comme des Garçons – Metropolitan Museum of Art Exhibition

Recently, I went to Met to see yet another fashion exhibition Rei Kawakubo/Comme des Garçons – and now I have a lot to say (lol).
Maybe it’s just me, and I should’ve been banned from fashion community and never be allowed to go to fashion weeks, but I definitely didn’t get it. The first moment I walked into the room, I immediately thought of mental institutions and creepy American Horror Story outfits.
The exhibition “examines Kawakubo’s fascination with interstitiality or the space between boundaries. In Kawakubo’s work, this in-between space is revealed as an aesthetic sensibility, establishing an unsettling zone of oscillating visual ambiguity that challenges conventional notions of beauty, good taste, and fashionability. A thematic exhibition, rather than a traditional retrospective, this is The Costume Institute’s first monographic show on a living designer since the Yves Saint Laurent exhibition in 1983.”
The exhibition features approximately 140 examples of Kawakubo’s womenswear designs for Comme des Garçons, dating from the early 1980s to her most recent collection. Objects are organized into nine dominant and recurring aesthetic expressions of interstitiality in Kawakubo’s work: Absence/Presence, Design/Not Design, Fashion/Anti-Fashion, Model/Multiple, High/Low, Then/Now, Self/Other, Object/Subject, and Clothes/Not Clothes.
So, guys, what do you think?


After almost two months of absence, I’m finally back! Just wanted to tell every one of you how grateful I am that you read my blog, it means the world to me.
This brings me to the actual topic: the law of attraction. First time I ever started to use it was back in middle school, and back then, I more believed in karma and that there’s always a balance in the universe. If something unpleasant would happen, I’d just tell myself that ‘there’s something good on its way.’ And the greatest part, it was always true.
But with time, I got caught up in my fears, and insecurities, and I lost my faith in… well, everything. That was the moment when everything started to get out of control.
Fast forward many-many-many years: in 2015, I watched ‘The Secret’ and realized, that I always knew that like attracts like. Everything you think – you become. My only problem was that I cannot control my thinking. My brain wouldn’t let me stop the negative self-talk.
But I’m trying now just to relax and just repeat a word or a sentence – something, that I want to attract. I do believe that we can attract (and we do attract) things in our lives. For example, when I was about 14, I wanted to live in NYC – I was 14, and I was living in Moscow, and none of my friends took me seriously. Now, I live in New York (unfortunately, I don’t really want to).
However, I figured these simple things regarding how to use the law of attraction without creating the reality you’d hate to live in.
1. Be as specific as possible.
Don’t say I want love/job/car. Specify everything: create a vivid image, how you’d FEEL if you had this thing that you want. The more clear the picture, the more chances to attract the exact thing and feeling of having this thing that you desire.
2. Live your life as if you have it
If you want love, act like you’re in love. Smile, feel the butterflies, make sure your home looks like there are two people living there.
3. Do something
After sending the Universe your request, don’t sit still. Do something, don’t expect that your love will find you if the only thing you do is staying at home.
4. Let it go
After you manifested what you wanted, and started living the productive ‘as if’ life, just stop thinking of it. Don’t think about how long it’s gonna take, and what if it won’t work – just believe. You have to believe.
5. Never feel the lack.
Don’t think of something you DON’T have – it brings more lack into your life. Don’t say ‘i don’t have money’ or ‘I hate bills’ – think that ‘my life is full of abundance.’
Ask – believe – receive.
Sounds simple, right?

So guys, do you believe in law of attraction, or maybe you’re already using it? Share in comments!

about me, vol.2

(на русском после фото)
It’s been awhile since I did a little ‘about me’ blog post and I figured that I owe you guys a bit more info about me and my life than I gave you yet.
So, I was born and raised in Moscow, and the most of my life I’ve spent thinking that being a writer is my calling. Honestly, I still do. Sometimes. Not often.
I moved to NYC in January 2013 to get my MA., and 4 and a half years later, I still live here, I work full-time in Soho as social media manager and secretly dreaming about Spike.
I’m not really good at talking about myself, or opening up, or being friends. I am a firm believer in keeping my personal life personal, I have a cat Lia, and for now, my biggest goal is to feel comfortable with who I am, where I am with my life and to be more open to, you know, life.
I wish I could write more, but now I just don’t have time for that, and it frustrates me. I hope that one day I will move to Dublin or Seattle, and sometimes I just don’t want to get up in the morning.
Now it’s your turn! Tell me more about yourself, and what you want to read about on my blog next!
С тех пор, как я в последний раз писала о себе, прошло уже месяцев 10, так что я решила, что пора рассказать чуть больше подробностей о том, кто я и чем живу.
Я выросла в Москве, и, думаю, это сразу многое объясняет. Благодаря обществу, в котором я с детства вращалась, я прониклась твердой убежденностью, что мое призвание – быть писателем. Иногда я все еще так думаю.
В январе 2013-го я переехала жить в Нью Йорк – точнее, тогда я переехала, чтобы получить степень магистра. С тех пор прошло четыре с половиной года, а я все так же живу здесь, работаю в Сохо и иногда мечтаю о том, что ко мне заявится Спайк и мы с ним уйдем в ночь (здесь большой LOL).
Я не умею говорить о себе, никому не открываюсь и не умею дружить. Я твердо убеждена, что личная жизнь должна всегда быть только личной, у меня есть кошка Лия и на данный момент моя цель ощущать, что я живу в ладу с собой, с тем, какая моя жизнь сейчас – и вообще, научиться быть более открытой к жизни.
Я бы хотела больше писать, но сейчас на это нет времени. А еще я лелею мечту о переезде в Дублин или Сиэттл, и иногда мне не хочется вставать по утрам с постели.
Что ж, теперь ваша очередь: расскажите немного о себе и напишите, о чем бы вы хотели читать в моем блоге.

Met Gala 2017 Worst Dressed

Is there any better way to celebrate the beginning of the May than to share with you guys few thoughts on the Met Gala outfits? This year, I didn’t do the event for any of my freelance jobs, but I’ve decided to do it just for myself – because Met Gala is my fav thing about spring (except magnolias) and talking shit about other people is my lifetime fav (lol). Anyways, let’s get this after-after afterparty started!
Everyone’s talking about the best-dressed (hey, Blake) I’ve decided to go over those I hated – for all the different reasons.
Let me start with Julianne Moore’s Calvin Klein By Appointment dress that was so beautiful and so age-unappropriate! This dress would look amazing on 16-year old (okay, early 20’s would work too), but Julianne is a bit too mature for that.
Next, I cannot go by and not to mention Kim K in Vivienne Westwood. I’m so glad she lost her vulgarity for this night, but seriously? That’s Met Gala, not a beach wedding.
Lena Dunham in Elizabeth Kennedy’s dress looked like a freaking red velvet cake – not sexy, not beautiful, not gorgeous. And not even that delicious.
Rihanna took it way too far with the 3D flower dress by Comme des Garçons – don’t you think so? It’s super appropriate for the stage performance, for the Met’s red carpet – not so much. Image result for rihanna met gala 2017
Bella Hadid is great (they say so), Alexander Wang is amazing – all together, it was a red carpet disaster. Hadid and Kendall Jenner (in La Perla) reminded me a lot of Rose McGown’s famous dress from when she was dating Marilyn Manson. And, she looked less inappropriate than these two supermodels.
Probably, the forecast said “95% possibility of showers” – what else could make Priyanka Chopra wear this coat (sorry, dress) by Ralph Lauren? Darling, they have a roof, and they’d find a way to keep you dry.
So, what are your less favorite outfits from this year’s Met Gala? Share in comments!